Tranquillity & silence for the world to see…
But, clatter and rattle for the own psyche…
Do the above lines mean anything to you?
It undeniably means to me, my every night or possibly every moment in seclusion. “The noisy, or perhaps, the deafening silence in my head up there.”
Now, I suppose you must have got my point. You might be thinking, “YES! This happens to me every other minute”. At times, my mind has surplus thoughts, enough to deafen my senses. The redundant production of thoughts in that 3-pound chamber of mine is what drives me crazy. I literally beg my mind to shut up when I couldn’t handle it, without letting others know it from my expressions.
Introspection is a different thing, in fact it is good to introspect ourselves. That helps you know your own self, or try self-analysing yourself and you can find answers to many questions left with answers awaited. But THIS! I don’t even have a answer for this thing.
Sometimes, people do catch me, when I am lost in the world of my random thoughts, unaware of the environs. In the daytime it’s generally passable, but at NIGHT it’s all the more a monstrous thing to experience when I try to sleep. And, this happens most of the times when I begin to step in that partly subconscious state. I keep requesting my mind, to stop thinking, be like a good friend, be calm and let me sleep.
BUT, IT WON’T SHUT UP AT ALL. 😡 👿
Sometimes I feel it must be happening with all of you, but the next second, I have more and more and more thoughts my way. So please spare a minute to respond to these questions.
Does this happen to you? Do you feel like this at times?
If yes, then please let me know, how do you handle it?
The Deafened Mind @ Night